Ruth
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Jun 27, 1989 (Age: 28)
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Edinburgh, scotland
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Nurse

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Ruth

New Member, Female, 28, from Edinburgh, scotland

Here to make new like-minded friends. Mar 9, 2017

Ruth was last seen:
Mar 9, 2017
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      Ruth
      Here to make new like-minded friends.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Jun 27, 1989 (Age: 28)
    Location:
    Edinburgh, scotland
    Occupation:
    Nurse
    I was bullied and never felt good enough as a child. When I went to high school lacked confidence and had no self esteem, constantly judging myself and comparing myself to others. One of my exes contributed to my body issues by the things he said. In my early 20's I obsessively exercised, skipped meals and sometimes made myself sick after big meals. I was size 6, skinny and toned but still found flaws , my bum wasn't big enough, my hair wasn't long enough, I wasn't perfect and other girls where better somehow. I was still unhappy. I had unhealthy friendships where i felt judged and it felt like some sort of competition. Deep down i didnt want to be shallow, vein or matetialistic rather i felt I had to in order to be happy. I was jelous and anxious in my relationship with my partner. I did not feel good enough or attractive to myself or him. I became depressed. I took antidepressants and put on weight which made me feel worse. I hit rock bottom and the only way was up. I realised i was good enough all along. I removed all the negative influences in my life and learned to love myself more, embracing my individuality. I have learned to accept myself and have stopped caring what others think. I am so much happier and free. Im loving the changes and confidence I have made so far. However, I am still on my self love journey and have a long way to go. I am looking to meet more like minded people around the world and in my area. I am passionate to make positive change to our society, to stop social pressures and bullying and help others who struggle.